I thanks for advice bub
now I guess I have to go back to her now, even though I would prefer to be working on my open-source project to 1.clock or another way of betting myself, I am hardly young achiever of the year.
I wonder if it is fare on her though, she want to see me every other day but really I only need a low maintenance girl friend, once a month sex is all I need and when I get it I am happy enough not to need anyone and I go back to reading my books and using my computer and taking long walks, activities that she detests.