posted 8 years ago
I recently noticed that I don't have the emotions others can have. I was very close to my grandpa, and when he passed away, my whole family was in tears. But I just... didn't feel anything. My eyes didn't even well up.
Don't get me wrong. I do care about people who are unfortunate. Ex cancer .I want to help because I feel this is what should be done. Like, if a cancer patient dies, I feel this is our fault for not progressing in medicine, but I just dont feel like crying like others do.
Am I too cold?
My brother always keeps talking about our old neighborhood, but it just never crosses my mind. I never missed our old home or neighborhood or school like he does.
I just never miss others or ever think about old memories.I don't have the drive to think about my self either. I just feel the drive to do things that should be done .Is there anyone out there like me?