I could give this long explaination about how I work a full time job, and have lots of children and I try to be active in church and I try to help my husband with the house construction and I am trying to read a bunch of technical books and I moderate at JavaRanch but. . . .
I just got lazy.
In my dreams I get ambitious and keep going some day. Nothing like a little bit of nit-picking to keep your self-image in check
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