With the counter down I created a counter down to a certain date in a future not with numbers but with words and some words in slovenian adjectives when written as so e.g.: 5 minut, 4 minute, 3 minute, 2 minuti, 1 minuta needed a lot of work from my side as a request from a customer. I have my hourly wage, but I do many things for free, but I am irritated when a customer does not want to pay me for a finished site with excuse that he doesn't have traffic or cancel the building of a site in the middle of the process(and as in this case before cancelation every hour sends me an update what to do with the website) or wants me to do smth that I know that it will not work on a long run and doesn't want to listen to my opinion or wants one feature from one site, the other from the other and the third and fourth from the x-site - what totaly makes me upset at the end as for them not to have a vision and doesn't have time to meet me personally although we are friends and see each other in church regularly.
I have another case when a customer wanted a huge update for free and then cancelled her account.
All projects I did so far where for friends or friends of friends arraging to pay me on hand. If somebody recommends me or I offer them a website it usually starts with a friendly talk.
In that case that You were asking we were together in mental hospital and she was a leader of political party and needed fast a website, promising to pay me a lot later. She was updating every day 5 - 10 times with having nothing to start from and after few weeks she stopped communicating with me, saying she doesn't like the website. Then I said that I can correct anything and then she disappeared, commiting a suicide and her parents did not want to connect me to people for whom I would finish the website:
I am mentally and emotionally unstable person on psychiatric medicine for +20 years (I am 37 years old), but inspite of that I finished two high schools and graduated from computer science degree. But many feel that I am week in communication and can not sign a contract(I will get retired this year and I am on social transfers where every € that I got in bank account they minus from my social transfers.
I want to make a contribution to the world, but if smbd lies to me and insults me when I want my payment I am upset and at the end I am a victim without money to pay for my truehope.com medicine.
I hope I made myself clear, Gregor from Slovenia, Europe